Life’s Lessons

When you used to see someone eating alone, it literally caused you pain.

All your heart wanted to do was to go and sit there and talk to that person.

But then maybe the person actually wanted to be alone, this is how you stopped yourself.

And now two of the three meals you have alone, staring at space.

What are you hoping for, a friendly and smiling face?

You could eat truckloads of food, dreamt food, lived food.

Now those morsels you have to push down your throat feel like a burden, worsening the mood.

Since third grade you have been making people leave the vicinity when they smoked,

If you have an addiction, why do our lungs you abhor?

But now you are okay standing besides smoking,

Well, whatever stops the mental choking.

Standing in a group, making everyone laugh,

You longed for fifteen minutes of solitude.

Now, five minutes amidst friends would be worth gratitude.

Tears are one thing that comes naturally to you.

You try to get the most of them out before you start your day,

Yet somehow they make their way.

One day they might stop, and maybe then life's lessons wold have had their say.

Keep detesting all the things you never liked

Or make your peace with them and stop thinking.

Either ways, you will die inside inkling by inkling.

P.S. Sorry for all the negativity raised to power infinity. I know you have enough troubles of your own.   I understand. I am sorry.

P.P.S. I hope one day Dominos people bring back that Double Cheese Burst pizza they introduced for a little while in the market. The Three Cheese one they got to substitute it no where comes near the awesomeness of the Subway's South west sauce type cheese in the Double Cheese Burst.
I hope they bring it back.